Which career you are going for?

Multimedia Design

Graphic Design

Digital Animation

Illustration

So, which kind of job you prefer, fellow designers?

Farewell, Kuching

Farewell, Kuching. This marks the end of my 2 years degree life in Kuching. 

And now I am back in the west side already.

Just like that, 2 years has gone. It is fast, isn't it? 

Back then during the first few semesters I was hoping that everything would finish asap. But then when i stepped into the second semester of my final year, i just hoped that time would just slow down a lil'. It didn't, instead it flew by even faster. And i've gotta say, this winter semester ended really, really, really fast..

To someone like me who prefers city life, who studied in KL for 3 years, everything seemed toned down in Kuching the time i arrived in that place. I can't even get used to it at all. Shitty things happened too. I was so upset that I kept on thinking that life in West Malaysia is so much better. Not until when things became much better during the second semester of my final year, that eases my thoughts. Weird, ain't it? 

Swinburne was never in my list when i was picking universities and colleges to continue my degree studies. I was aiming for The One Academy and Taylor's at that time.Then my dad found out about Swinburne University in Sarawak, so he asked me to try since it's a branch campus from Swinburne Australia. So, i tried, and went for Multimedia Design.

To be frank, i've never regret studying in Swinburne Kuching afterall, despite all those shitty things lol. It's still a nice place to be in. And thank god i've chosen Multimedia Design instead of going back to Graphic Design, really. In the end, i found out that i am more interested in Multimedia Design, thanks to the intership i had in my college days lol. The lecturers are so different compared to the ones i had back in my college. Hereby, thank you Augustus, John, and Wilson, three of you are great lecturers. Thank you for always giving support and helping the students! :)

To the Kuching friends i've met over there, you people are awesome! The hostel friend, the kuching gang,  the seniors, the dudes in my class. I'm not going to list out all the names, you guys sure know who you are!! ;)) Thank you so much! My days in Kuching wouldn't be interesting without you guys! :)

Some of the friends are not in the photos though.

It sure feels sad to leave the friends. I hate farewells. =/ It's hard for me to meet up with them again, as most of them are East Malaysians. Well, we will meet in October though, but after that i don't think i'll be able to see them much already. And this time i will be back in Kuching as a tourist, no longer as student anymore.
Oh well, still hope that we all will stay contact with each other. I wish all the best to each and everyone of you! Thank you for making my 2 years in Kuching wonderful! Again, it's great to know you people! :) Gonna miss the moments with you guys!

And to the friends in the west, I am back. Teehee! B)

If you are wondering what i've been up to since i'm back in West Malaysia...

I've been growing mushrooms everyday. Lol. 

Welcome to my mushroom farm! :DDD

Feel bored and somehow lost my motivation and direction after i got back. So, this is what people felt after they've graduated? 

Gotta start doing something soon and find back my motivation. So does fixing the portfolio.

Kuala Lumpur: It's Alive

"How cool is your city? http://alive-my.com

This is just brilliant i have to say! :DD *thumbs up*
Another side of KL city yay! It's great to see a bunch of people come up with something like this in KL.
I've been waiting man!

Fyi i prefer city life. B) So me loike this!


Since they've mentioned "cities", well i guess it's not just Kuala Lumpur then? Which includes Ipoh, Penang and others too? Or... It's just KL only? O: Lol *shrugs* If this includes other places too then it would be great though. Cuz i thought of something for my lovely hometown Ipoh. *imma ipoh mali yo!*

Should really check this video out! Awesomeness! Something really different. Check out the project too! ;)

"Where will you see yourself in 5 years time?"

It's 04.11am right now. I'm supposed to rush for my 3D assignment but then decided to take a break from it for awhile. The progress is really slow. And this will be the very last assignment i will be having in my university life. Thinking about starting another new phrase of life soon is giving me mixed feelings. I'm excited yet worried at the same time. :/

Someone asked me one question yesterday.

"Where will you see yourself in 5 years time?"

And thoughts starting to mingle through my mind.

I know what i want, i know where should i go. But still i am not too sure somehow. 

Oh wells. I hope i'll achieve what i've aimed for.

So let me ask you, "Where will you see yourself in 5 years time then?"

R U READY?

This song is dedicated to the young adults who are going to graduate soon and entering the whole new chapter of life.

Listen to the lyrics carefully.

:)

Am I the only one feeling this way

There is a storm that's filling my head

No reversing from my yesterdays

There's gotta be a better way

 

I wanna get out, I wanna be free

I wanna be all I can be

But right now (right now)

It starts now (starts now)

I gotta GET IT TOGETHER!

 

Here we go, R U ready

Here we are just keeping it steady

Cos this life just got one shot

We gotta break through till we reach the top

R U ready

 

Please unfold tomorrow's mysteries

Will I fall in the traps of society

Or rise in the midst of kings and queens

Kings and queens…

 

What's the point if life comes easy

You crash, you burn and you fly

You're free

 

Here we go, R U ready

Here we are just keeping it steady

Cos this life just got one shot

We gotta break through till we reach the top

R U ready

 

So I sing out loud 

(Gonna stand up proud)

Cos I know I'm in control

I can't wait to see

(What's meant to be)

I can't wait to see

What the future holds…for me

 

Here we go, R U ready

Here we are just keeping it steady

Cos this life just got one shot

We gotta break through till we reach the top

R U ready

 

Here we go, R U ready

Here we are just keeping it steady

Cos this life just got one shot

We gotta break through till we reach the top

R U ready

 

R U ready……

Le Presentation

Had our project presentation to our client, Sarawak museum on the 5th of July, which is a Thursday. 

Well the subject is supposed to be last semester's. Something happened during the presentation last semester, the clients ffk-ed and the whole thing was pretty screwed. We were so disappointed that time because the clients did not turn up as they have promised, and we spent the whole semester and countless sleepless nights to complete this project. I was pissed and seriously disappointed to be frank, guess the rest of my classmates felt that way too eh. Like hello, who doesn't in this kind of situation right? I thought that was the end of everything already.

Thank god my lecturer did not give up on this project yet. He tried to find other clients and propose the project and ideas to them, even went over to the Sarawak Museum with the leader and presented the works to them. And guess what, there are people who are interested in the project that we did, and for the Sarawak Museum, *poker face* the director was so excited after seeing what we have done. Tell ya, his attitude towards us changed dramatically after we proved to him what we can do. Swt. But happy lah knowing that they liked our stuffs.

Presentation on that day itself was the smoothest one ever. Lol. Even though i was nervous like shit. In the end i managed to pull through, so does my classmates. Yay!

The team of the day. Some of the classmates are not in though.

Thank you peepo! 

Hello July

And here goes, half of 2012 is gone, it's July now. Well actually i feel that 2012 has only begun not long ago. Is it me or everyone feels this way? 

Anyway I am in my very final semester right now. It is winter semester so it will be a really short one, like one month plus? Now I am left with one more month to go aka 4 weeks, then I am all done with my university life. Will be back in West Malaysia by then, and start preparing for the next phrase of my life. Gan jeong.

I wonder how the real life working would be like?

I mean, I have been through 3 months internship in an advertising company back then in college. But I don't think with that 3 months of experience I'll be able to get myself all prepared for the working world. And that was like, 2 and a half years ago? 

Seeing my college friends suffering and being all stressed over their work is making me hell worried. I am afraid mine will be even worse. And looking at my university friends who are a batch ahead of me having hard time looking for jobs is making me even more worried like fuck man. Oh lord. I have a few companies in my list right now, and I do really hope that I could get in either one of them, seriously. *prays*

And I am wondering whether people actually feel lost before they graduate?

I have been feeling this way since the starting of the semester. I thought I already know which way should i go, but then when i think of it again and again, of course after reading the articles and suggestions, I am starting to wonder again. There more I think the more I'll feel lost. Well, I already feel lost though, in the middle of no where, not knowing which path should I take. 

Now I really wish someone will guide me through this. 

People said you need passion. I thought i found mine, now i've lost it. And i need to find it back.

To be honest, since this semester started I am all worried, stressed and emotional only, the temper is even worse now. Pre-graduation effect ah??? 

There are so many thoughts going on in my head recently. Just remembered that I have a blog, at least I can throw some stuffs in here. Lol. And this post can be really long if I go on.

But no. Cuz I have to do my assignment now already. Lol. Memang no mood wheyyyyyy but still gotta get the works done.

Before i end this post...

VIVA ESPANAAAAA!

Yes, Spain has won the Euro Cup, again. They have been the champion for Euro Cup 2008, World Cup 2010 and now Euro Cup 2012 again. Definitely the strongest and best team in the world already! :D 

And there are quite a lot of Barca and Madrid players in the team, it's good to see that they can work together so well for their nation despite the rivals in between Barcelona and Real Madrid. People, this is call good team work! Lol. Though I really wanted Germany to win this time. Too bad they were defeated by Italy in the semi finals. Sad sial weh that time. Because my friend and I were hoping that final would be Germany-Spain final. But then it's okay. Spain is my second favourite team after Germany, so yeah. Can't deny Spain is indeed good. 

Germany will be next yo! :)) 

And I guess those whoever knows about football will definitely know who is Mario Balotelli. Go google if you don't know who he is. Apparently there are so many memes of him going around the internet. LOL. I hate him, really. He has a really bad attitude. Being too over confident and cocky. If you know what I mean. What he has done to Manchester United ( i'm a Man U fan btw loool ), Germany and even before the final with Spain started he tweeted that he'll invite Shakira to the final and let her see what he'll do to her boyfriend. Sweat right? So sombong! For your information Shakira's boyfriend is Gerard Pique.

Serves him right in the end! Padan muka kao kao! Italy got fried by Spain 4 times! Sorry for the Italy fans but this dude need to be taught a lesson.

Well I need to concentrate on my work now. Seems like talking about football makes me happy and excited lolwtf. 

Till then. Ciao.

Bang!

First of all, I am in my final semester now. After 2 years in Kuching studying this course, i'm still alive!

5 more weeks to go, then I'm all done and farewell to Kuching and university life! :)

Ah well, for now, i'm not talking about assignments or projects. I'll be talking about Big Bang! Lol. Shoo shoo if you are not interested. :P

Apparently, this boy band announced that they will have their Alive tour in some countries chosen and Malaysia is one of them. I was so happy when i heard about the news. And guess when they will be here? 27th of October! Like a day before my birthday wtf this is going to be the birthday present for myself this year! Lol. 

My friends and I are keeping an eye on their official page for the tickets already, since Singapore's one sold out within first two days. Damn, so ke-reh-zeh! Really.

To be honest BigBang is the one and only korean group that i will really listen to and get all crazy over with. Beep! Not because of their looks okay! It is because of their music and style! And NO, i am not a k-pop fan. Friends who know me they know what kind of music i would prefer. Well if you have listened to the other korean bands or groups, I have to say BigBang's music is outstanding, different and unique compared to the others. I never liked korean music back then, and hated it a lot. Not till my friend let me listen to this group, then i only change my mind. I was like, " Dang, this group's music is so different!" From that day onwards, i started digging their songs. Later, i've grown so much interest towards this group and decided to list them in my '' favourite band list ". ( But still, I am not really that crazy yet like those super duper crazy and obsessed fans does. If there's Linkin Park, i think i'll go for them instead lol. )    Ah wadeverrrr. Nevermind lah. B)

Now i'm hoping that the tickets won't be too expensive and pray that we'll be able to get them. Gonna get the one nearest to the stage! :D

Hope to see ya'll in October, Big Bang! :)

Bye Year 3 Sem 2

I can't believe this, my final year semester 2 has ended! Yayyyy! *throws confetti in the air* \o/

BUT THEN...

I am not done with my study life yet. There is still one more winter semester to go, then I am all done.

Don't know how my friends felt though, but this semester ended pretty fast. Wait, really fast. It feels like I am back in Kuching for my final year and wtf everything has just ended!? And now I am back in my comfy Ipoh!

This semester was really interesting i can say. Lots of things happened and of course, shitty things too. I don't wanna talk about this but really, the shitty things made me pissed off so much, and hell disappointed, for the first time ever! That was the last straw though! And it's snapped into half now. But then i managed to pull through all these. I've learned a lot of lessons throughout this period. In the end, I've got to know that being in a group assignment ain't as easy as you think. Of course, first of all, you have to get a right bunch of people to work together with, that is very important, else you'll get your things pretty screwed. Well besides the negative things, there are positive things that happened as well! Too much to write LOL. But yea, i do appreciate and thank god for those! =) Keyword : Friends.

Anyway, special thanks to the people who helped me throughout the project. Well i don't think you people can see this though hahaha but really, a big thank you! =D 

Hello May and A Simple Update

Just a simple update. 

Hello May.

So fast.

First of all, 

I am very busy with the assignments recently. What is more worse then being a final year student throughout your university years? Seriously, I can't wait for everything to come to an end. I need a break and do things that i like/wanted to do. I. Can't. Wait.

Secondly,

Been really frustrated by this really f-ked up person. Seriously, I've been giving in again and again and again and again and again. To be honest, i am a person who is both hot and bad tempered, yet i am amazed on how i manage to control my temper, it has been so darn long my god. How the heck did i manage to tolerate this!? I am amazed, really. The things that you've done, the things that you've said, i will never ever forget. By the way, this is the very final straw from me, once you blew it up, you are out, faker. Those people whom i once thought they are worse, i was wrong, you are the one who should take this title. I hope karma comes back to you one day. The end.

Thirdly,

I can't wait for this semester to end, and winter semester to end, and then i am done with my studies, and then i can go back home, and then i can start planning on my life. From now onwards, i need to be more creative, and more mature.

Fourthly,

It's freaking 3.36am in the morning. I need to get my laundry done, my assignments done and get a few hours of sleep before waking up for the class. I am so stressed, time ain't enough at all.

This is Denise signing out.

Till then. Ciao.