Hello July

And here goes, half of 2012 is gone, it's July now. Well actually i feel that 2012 has only begun not long ago. Is it me or everyone feels this way? 

Anyway I am in my very final semester right now. It is winter semester so it will be a really short one, like one month plus? Now I am left with one more month to go aka 4 weeks, then I am all done with my university life. Will be back in West Malaysia by then, and start preparing for the next phrase of my life. Gan jeong.

I wonder how the real life working would be like?

I mean, I have been through 3 months internship in an advertising company back then in college. But I don't think with that 3 months of experience I'll be able to get myself all prepared for the working world. And that was like, 2 and a half years ago? 

Seeing my college friends suffering and being all stressed over their work is making me hell worried. I am afraid mine will be even worse. And looking at my university friends who are a batch ahead of me having hard time looking for jobs is making me even more worried like fuck man. Oh lord. I have a few companies in my list right now, and I do really hope that I could get in either one of them, seriously. *prays*

And I am wondering whether people actually feel lost before they graduate?

I have been feeling this way since the starting of the semester. I thought I already know which way should i go, but then when i think of it again and again, of course after reading the articles and suggestions, I am starting to wonder again. There more I think the more I'll feel lost. Well, I already feel lost though, in the middle of no where, not knowing which path should I take. 

Now I really wish someone will guide me through this. 

People said you need passion. I thought i found mine, now i've lost it. And i need to find it back.

To be honest, since this semester started I am all worried, stressed and emotional only, the temper is even worse now. Pre-graduation effect ah??? 

There are so many thoughts going on in my head recently. Just remembered that I have a blog, at least I can throw some stuffs in here. Lol. And this post can be really long if I go on.

But no. Cuz I have to do my assignment now already. Lol. Memang no mood wheyyyyyy but still gotta get the works done.

Before i end this post...

VIVA ESPANAAAAA!

Yes, Spain has won the Euro Cup, again. They have been the champion for Euro Cup 2008, World Cup 2010 and now Euro Cup 2012 again. Definitely the strongest and best team in the world already! :D 

And there are quite a lot of Barca and Madrid players in the team, it's good to see that they can work together so well for their nation despite the rivals in between Barcelona and Real Madrid. People, this is call good team work! Lol. Though I really wanted Germany to win this time. Too bad they were defeated by Italy in the semi finals. Sad sial weh that time. Because my friend and I were hoping that final would be Germany-Spain final. But then it's okay. Spain is my second favourite team after Germany, so yeah. Can't deny Spain is indeed good. 

Germany will be next yo! :)) 

And I guess those whoever knows about football will definitely know who is Mario Balotelli. Go google if you don't know who he is. Apparently there are so many memes of him going around the internet. LOL. I hate him, really. He has a really bad attitude. Being too over confident and cocky. If you know what I mean. What he has done to Manchester United ( i'm a Man U fan btw loool ), Germany and even before the final with Spain started he tweeted that he'll invite Shakira to the final and let her see what he'll do to her boyfriend. Sweat right? So sombong! For your information Shakira's boyfriend is Gerard Pique.

Serves him right in the end! Padan muka kao kao! Italy got fried by Spain 4 times! Sorry for the Italy fans but this dude need to be taught a lesson.

Well I need to concentrate on my work now. Seems like talking about football makes me happy and excited lolwtf. 

Till then. Ciao.